
Last week I had, put simply, just a down-right terrible day. Unlike other downer days, this one was not caused by anyone but myself. I woke up in a mood in which I will label as "numb". I didn't feel energized, I didn't feel like getting out to playing our usual morning game of basketball - although, watching me play would bring a severe case of depression upon anyone - and I was not looking forward to any of the plans that we had made for that day. I had no enthusiasm and no desire to really accomplish anything. It was, as I'll put it, a very "nothing" feeling - I felt numb to anything and everything that morning. I felt entirely empty.